Dresden, my home, my sweet home
Jun. 15th, 2024 08:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shadownastyamaskThe city where I feel really good, safe, artistic, alive and simply at home. I always thought there won't be any place where I feel like at home, but I think after some time I realised I found that place... or that place found me, who knows? When I for the first time arrived there, I had cold, but it didn't matter for me that much - I was so excited to see buildings, art and people here in Dresden. With red nose from cold I sat in some coffee shop, where I had amazing hot chocolate and i for first time without realising it felt that I'm in right place. From that moment I can't wait for another trip to Dresden - no matter if for Christmas markets, to chill or look at art museums. I simply enjoy being in Dresden and I'm not afraid to say that I see here myself in future, living, working, publishing my creations, even maybe date someone, marry someone and make with someone family. I don't care about documents - I'm either sure I will change my czech citizenship on german citizenship (I'm not nationally czech btw). I just know this city waits for me and I wait for this place, too.
And now when I'm again after a while single, I realise my relationship with ex partner showed me that nothing can stop me, even relationships, from to realise my dreams. I SWEAR I told my ex partner that someday we will gonna move out to Dresden, because I don't want to stay in Prague and in general in any city in Czech republic. Czech republic isn't my place, it's for me weird country with weird rules, people and politics, which doesn't match mine view on world. Germany, especially Dresden, does it. If you don't know, Dresden was one of the cities, which was heavily bombed in world war two. So a lot of building where simply destroyed. This city had a life and suddenly died. But then as well suddenly stood up from death again back to life. And this ABSOLUTELY matches with my life, world view and my energy. Because Dresden is me in this. I was bombed with a lot of traumatic and stressful things, which made me DIE so much, but I still stood up again and continue living. Germany is as well queer and trans ally, is more progressive and in general fine country for me, if we don't right now talk about EU votes, so it's just simple bonus for me.
Being honest, my ex partner never was that ambitious or planning their future, so because of that I really was worried how it will be when I will move out to them. I think deep inside of me I felt they will ask me to stay here, to not leave to Dresden, that they don't want to be in Dresden and stuff. And I'm again looking myself in mirror and realising I'm actually glad that this broke up happened. It hurts, it still DOES hurt, but now I realise this person simply was some kind of not even a lesson, but sign from galaxy about my future plans and dreams. And now I'm glad I met this person. Now I'm seriously sure about my future. And I know my future waits in Dresden.
This post wouldn't be that... emotional without photos. So let me just share photos from Dresden.
And now when I'm again after a while single, I realise my relationship with ex partner showed me that nothing can stop me, even relationships, from to realise my dreams. I SWEAR I told my ex partner that someday we will gonna move out to Dresden, because I don't want to stay in Prague and in general in any city in Czech republic. Czech republic isn't my place, it's for me weird country with weird rules, people and politics, which doesn't match mine view on world. Germany, especially Dresden, does it. If you don't know, Dresden was one of the cities, which was heavily bombed in world war two. So a lot of building where simply destroyed. This city had a life and suddenly died. But then as well suddenly stood up from death again back to life. And this ABSOLUTELY matches with my life, world view and my energy. Because Dresden is me in this. I was bombed with a lot of traumatic and stressful things, which made me DIE so much, but I still stood up again and continue living. Germany is as well queer and trans ally, is more progressive and in general fine country for me, if we don't right now talk about EU votes, so it's just simple bonus for me.
Being honest, my ex partner never was that ambitious or planning their future, so because of that I really was worried how it will be when I will move out to them. I think deep inside of me I felt they will ask me to stay here, to not leave to Dresden, that they don't want to be in Dresden and stuff. And I'm again looking myself in mirror and realising I'm actually glad that this broke up happened. It hurts, it still DOES hurt, but now I realise this person simply was some kind of not even a lesson, but sign from galaxy about my future plans and dreams. And now I'm glad I met this person. Now I'm seriously sure about my future. And I know my future waits in Dresden.
This post wouldn't be that... emotional without photos. So let me just share photos from Dresden.
